Trying to come back to the present.
I think I already wrote a lot about this in the last few days, but I鈥檓 in a fucking anxious state.
And this causes my mind to live in the future…
I鈥檓 constantly concerned and thinking about what鈥檚 going to happen.
It鈥檚 so hard to come back to the present moment and deal with the things I have to deal with now.
My productivity is very low and my mind doesn鈥檛 turn off!
Fuck, I just want everything to settle so I can operate in a good state again.
Back to feeling productive and enjoying my day.
But it is what it is for now…
I need to be strong and patient, do the things I need to do, deal with all the shit and power through all of this.
Sorry if I sound repetitive, but this is just a reflection of how I am right now, living in this thought loop.
But I鈥檓 sure this will pass soon!
Let鈥檚 keep up.