February 10th, 2025 – Time Flies

Time passes whether you want it to or not.

Whether you do the things you said you would or not.

I’m feeling a little strange.
Don’t get me wrong—
I’m happy.

I love my current life, my job, my day-to-day, the fact that I have my girlfriend living with me (I almost didn’t write about it here since she moved in after I stopped blogging consistently).
But even though things have been great,

I have this fucking feeling of being unsatisfied—

Of wanting more.

I know it’s completely normal for every human being to feel that way,
But I’m angry with myself.

A lot of impatience too.

It’s been more than 110 days since the last time I posted here, and before that, it was more than 60 days with zero writing.

I’m always angry and upset about how easy it is to skip days with habits we set for ourselves.

But at the same time, I know it’s not worth just beating myself up over these things.
I need to take action!

I’m not sure what the purpose of this blog is anymore.

When I created it almost a year ago, I had in mind that it would be the place where I’d document my journey of building income streams and improving overall.

Things went a little sideways, and I’m not walking toward my goals the way I really wanted to.
Probably because of this, I didn’t feel the desire to write.

But this doesn’t matter.

No matter how “boring” I find my life,
I need to stick to the habit of writing here.

It’s for myself in the future.

It’s for nobody else.

I just want to have this here—
A fragment of my mind eternalized in these little posts on this blog,
A piece of an important period of my life, which is this one now.

That’s it for now, guys. See you soon! (Or not? Who knows…)