Taking big decisions can be so uncomfortable.
Sometimes I just want to do it Two-Face style, you know?
Flip a fucking coin and go with it.
And to be fair, a lot of things feel like this.
50% chance to go wrong or right.
We just need to decide on the one that seems good for us and not look back.
The reality is that the “what ifs” are illusions…
They don’t exist…
Or at least they’re not worth thinking about.
Right now my mind is in a fucking rush!
It’s been a long time since I felt like this.
It’s bothering me so much.
I need to make a big choice, one that can change a lot of things.
I know almost everything is reversible and few things can go so terribly wrong that I wouldn’t be able to just return to the point I’m at now.
But still it’s hard.
Asking the universe for some wisdom.
And going forward the best way I can!